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Nihilistic

by Alien Skin

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Nihilistic 05:03
i want a way out of here spin all my records lying on my stomach dreaming i'm Bowie again i want my future back again render my vision smash down the prison that i confined my head in and i hated you and i hated me there's nothing new under the sun i hated everything i want the breath i have lost choking inside me the disembodied self me struggling for what's evaded me and i hated you and i hated me there's nothing new under the sun i hated everything am i nihilistic and who cares am i nihilistic and who cares am i nihilistic and who cares am i nihilistic and who cares and i hated you and i hated me too there's nothing new under the sun i hated everything and i hated everything am i nihilistic and who cares am i nihilistic and who cares am i nihilistic and who cares
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she likes to regale in black she likes to talk with him and though he's been gone so long his face has long been gone she said don't follow me she said if this disturbs you she said i have no good news to bring she said she said there is a mark around her neck and i taste it with my finger it's claret claret red it was her passport it was her choice her destination vale vale vale vale vale vale vale vale vale she said don't follow me she said if this disturbs you she said i have no good news to bring she said she said
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i put her dress on to feel her skin she doesn't feel like I want to feel her i put her dress on her pleasure and pain she doesn't feel how i want her to feel the rose is dead it's claret red it's blood stained red it's red on white again i want to swallow wine i want to drown till my eyes turn red i want to swallow whatever there is i want to be with her again i'm feeling nervous i can't replicate this doesn't feel like i want to feel her the rose is dead it's claret red it's blood stained red it's red on white again i want to swallow wine i want to drown till my eyes turn red i want to swallow whatever there is i want to be with her again i want to be with you again
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biting on my fingers stare into the waters Shelley in the waters stupid with a corpse grin almond eyes and purple lips i have died for you i have died for you i have killed myself over and over again soft flesh in the waters jealous angry waters Shelley in his wet grave i'm stupid with a corpse grin my almond eyes and purple lips screaming screaming choir screaming dead souls choir drowned by hell's choir i have died for you i have died with you i have killed myself over and over again i have died for you i have died with you i have killed myself over and over again over again

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All tracks, composition and production, by Alien Skin, Melbourne, Australia 2024. alienskinmusic.com This release is Part 6 of the 'DARK DAYS EP SERIES'.
Part 1 'These Days Are the Darkest'
Part 2 'Black Dance Days'
Part 3 'The Beautiful Dead'
Part 4 'Transparent In Black'
Part 5 'Let's Play Mortuary Dress Up'

Dedicated to Irene, everything for always...

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released April 16, 2024

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Alien Skin Melbourne, Australia

I've been making darkwave electropop from elements of 80s post-punk subculture for over 40 years. Including years in the Australian band 'Real Life' topping world charts in the 80s with 'Send Me An Angel'.

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